back to work in again.
commission still sucks.
i bet my pay for this month sucks too. LOL
but im still looking forward to my payday.
but its time to save, save & save.
will be spending on...
body art, hair extending, body care.
ohh.. not to forget my pretty Eunice too.
we will be off to having facials and hair treatments done tog.
then the gathering of my secondary school mates BBQ.
this one gonna be a fun one. no more restrictions.
all over 18 already. hahaha.

and abt the body art..
why care abt marriage? i still can flaunt my pretty back by then.
who cares what ppl think of me.
at least im myself and im happy by then. (=

its time to be off showering. time to meet baby.
love.

when i was told to love you,

you smashed all my hopes.

when i knew i could put at ease loving you,

i know something bounds to happen.

and you told me, "Im sorry for letting you cry"

i got a little soft but can i still put at ease loving you?

i really dont know.

you meant everything to me.

but im not going to follow the exact footsteps behind you again.

this is what i know.

but still, baby.. i love you.

ah ma passed away already.

sad for her. but at the same time..

i wished she go peacefully.

only family knows why we wished her to go soon.

it will be a heartpain for her even if she stays.

when tears are filled, pain comes in next.

will you ever stay true? i dont know.

i would wished i never knew you at all.

was it a mistake that i made?

you dont look thru our pictures.

but you look thru "their" pictures.

maybe im sensitive. maybe i am.

will we last? im really puzzled now.

i leave our footsteps to that.

not wanting to count any more footsteps.

i'll just let it fly when the wind comes.

i seriously need a shoulder now.

have been hanging out with dear eunice and bin wei these days.
i've got nothing better to do. kill time only lor.
baby cousin passed away. feels abit wasted. he's only 21.
missed baby much too.
work sucks. not much commission coming in yet.
they said wanna transfer me to Shangri-la for training and work.
to help out, as they need help there.
advantage is i get to earn more commission as there will be alot of hotel guests.
disadvantage, its far lah. orchard you know.
i dont even know how to get there. ppl there are as kind? i dont know. really.
but they should give me my transport fee at the very least.
i've got no choice, i think.
going out to meet up with baby soon.
and tonight he's gonna dota with eunice. kill me please.
if only lappy was here. i can watch my hk dramas. ewww.
and a Happy 10th Month to dearest baby love.


sometimes love seems far even when you're here.
the heart still feels lonely at bad times.
someday, i wished you know how i really feel.

and yes. im sick again. down with this really bad headache.
its killing inside my whole skull i think. LOL
off to see the doctor in awhile.
anyway, first day of work is nothing like usual.
but glad that i went to work yesterday and MC for today.
sucks lah me. ohh. and..
many thanks to baby for buying me 2 tops yesterday.
love him to bits. now we've got 3 same tops. LOL


and yes. how could i forget. the shopping trip last saturday.
shopping was boring. but with them around, they made me laugh alot.
baby bought a pair of shoe.. again. and i bought the Fancl Tense Up EX.
its my 4th time drinking it. tasty. (:
the 4 of us caught the movie 12 Rounds that day too.
its a must watch. very exciting for me. haha.
i got to go. byebye.