feeling pain & aches when i woke up in the morning yesterday.

feeling like the fever symptom is here.

like weak in the whole body.

i felt its my own fault, cus i slept really really late the past few days.

and when evening came, when chatting with eunice,

i took temperature and baby says i got slight fever ler.

so rest instead. didnt ate much though.

it was tough going thru the night.

it was really really cold. i had alot of dreams.

my body is stiff like dont know what.

i felt pain all over man. its killing me.

i woke up like every hour lor. which is very killing for me ):

when baby woke up in the morning, he touch my body.

i guess he felt its super hot.

i cant feel anything. seriously. only feeling cold.

so when he ask am i having a fever still, i say dont know.

took once more temp. 39.1 degrees!!!!

rest till i woke up. no more fever.

but that bad feeling of the fever coming back still lingers on. fuck man!!

wish me get well soon. LOVE.

last minute meet up with dear Eunice.

had dinner at pasta mania.

caught a movie too.

the movie is so funny.

should catch it lah.

CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC

after that, went back home get PSP for baby.

and im HOME SWEET HOME.

now enjoying my mask. wohooo.

looking forward for tomorrow shopping.

nights everyone.

tmr shopping with gwen, her bf & mine.

i hope mine dont come out pattern.

otherwise, i'll be really pissed. zz

been reading forums lately again..

and msn-ing. bi went back to his dota-ing again.

hate it, but have to bear with it.

using forums to keep me company lor.

lucky got bi sister to keep me company these few nights.

talking abt my rs with bi & forums topics. hahaha

think the both of us really got nothing better to do.

usually at night.

dont sleep nothing to do.. its thinking abt nonsensical stuffs again.

so i gotta keep myself occupied.

so fast.. im starting work soon. nevermind.

working is good. got $$

got $$ means can shop even more!!! (:

gotta go for medical check ups for work. sian. hate the long queues one leh.

and the long wait for the report. arghhh.

thinking back.. i've been with baby for 9months already.

3 more months to our 1st year.

abt 5 more months to him going away to australia for abt 3mths ):

yes. tell myself.. im gonna wait for him patiently.

keep myself occupied with work, shopping and life.

im going to enjoy my life to the fullest this 3 months when he is away.

hahaha. (:

LOVE, Jessica

been thinking.. should i?

should i do my full back?

its still so tempting to me. ewww!!

trying to get baby permission now.

i hope he agrees to it. (:

watching tv, doing exercise, and surfing net today.

im trying hard to lose those cellulites i have now.

so good luck to me. (: lovelove.

yesterday wasnt spent waiting endlessly for darling.

went over to bi sister place to take care of little zelene.

as she got to teach piano lessons later on.

we spent like..

watching barney, do coloring, and playing alphabets cards.

when bi sister played the piano,

a feeling suddenly came to me.

touching feeling. so touching that i feel like tears coming out of me.

LOL. but she played very well lah.
little zelene got alot of talents too.

she can color well. unlike other 2 years old kid.

she scribbles all. but, some parts she colored well.

i spent alomost my whole day there.

having dinner and chatting to bi sister when she's free. (:

till 9pm, its Home Sweet Home.

♥

went out shopping with bi last evening.

he bought himself a pair of shoes, money-clip wallet

and we bought a Barney soft toy for cute little Zelene.

then caught a movie right after. a little way too late then other people to catch this.

our first 3D movie together.

he promised to company me for another shopping.

but thought about it over for quite some time.

actually what bi said was right.

i shouldnt keep spending money on so many stuffs i dont really need.

especially when the economy is down.

i should save more instead. but..
shopping keeps me alive leh. z

perhaps spending a little lesser instead? (:

later after dinner catching another movie.

love (:

while waiting for my show to load,

lets do some update.

early morning woke up tog with my pig.

went out tog, drop him off to report back for duty.

i head home straight afterwards.

wanted to sleep more, but dont seems to be able to.

so, start off with my big house cleaning.

starting from my room..

cleared the bags that i didnt want anymore,

rearranged my wardrobe,

hanging all clothes where it should be and clearing unwanted clothes,

changed my bedsheets, vacumm the floor.

then hours later, sis and her maid arrived.

they start off with the wiping of windows,

im stuck with my drawers full of stuffs!!

placing the boxes in order, throwing away alot of stuffs,

rearranging my skincare, purfumes & makeup

kill me please. i've got alot of stuffs and i end up throwing alot.

until i've packed then i realised i've got alot of necklace.

bi called in the middle of my packing,

and he said he dont have to buy me any necklace since i've got alot. z

cleaning my room was one tough job.

the amount of magazines i have,

its everywhere. my wardrobe space, dad's room, living room, bro room.

everywhere you go, you see them.

and i can only resort to one last method,

pack them all up, sell to karang guni. no choice. ):

packing, cleaning and placing back is easy job.

im still imagining when i shift house..

how many boxes will be able to contain all my stuffs.

my clothes i think, give me 2 boxes also not enough.

*dont scare myself* when time comes then say. -.-''

from 8am start, only finished at 7plus evening cleaning & clearing the whole house.

the word for me today, "THROW!!"

award myself with a full body scrub for all the hard work today.

thanks to my 3 siblings and the maid, DanDan Jie (: love

im missing baby right now. shall see him in the morning.

im back to my show then off to bed. bye.

all thanks to Gwen.

im currently attached to http://www.mysoju.com/ for the addict.

cus i got the addiction for Hong Kong dramas.

especially Forensics and law shows.

current show watching,

Forensic Heroes 2

im gone.

Miss Red visited me again today.

Once again, giving me pains and numbness. Damn it.

i was suppose to go back school get something today.

but i woke up feeling blur and something wrong.

until i saw my draft. then i remb. zz

no one remind me abt it. haha.

later gotta go back EV to fill up some application form thing.

looks like, mine is a 6 days week. 10-7 as usual.

17th March 09

had bbq sessions at Jasmine meimei place last night.

food sucks at first. later on, it gets better.

alot of kids(meimei friends) LOL.

they had their game session. splashing water bombs.

i think my last bbq session were my class bbq.

overall, slightly fun but abit bored.

went home at 10pm after that.

16th March 09

went back to EV for some visiting. 2 new IA students.

from my course april batch.

seeing them learn makes me think back of the 3 of us.

when we first started. LOL

anyway, after that, went shopping with Gwen, her BF and me

eli was sick. so she cant come.

she missed all the fun man! LOL

we had fun buying alot of stuffs.

i always end my shopping never empty handed.

brought:

a pair of pretty heels.

2 jacket, gwen got one same as mine, 5pairs of panties

a pair of 3/4 berms, 2 hairbands, 2 belts, 6 nail polish

haha ♥♥

next time shop again Gwen!!

gotta go now. bye.

yes yes. my blog is rotting soon.

i dont have the mood to blog these days lah.

more of rotting around whenever i can.

which i am now. LOL

attachment ended 6 days ago. waiting for april to come.

and then, that sick feeling i have past few weeks ago,

is finally happening. i woke up with a bad dry throat feeling.

then, down with a bad cough. seriously my voice now is like super man!!

dont call and talk to me unless its really urgent.

have been trying different medicine these few days.

better hope it works. so i can save up seeing the doctor maybe tmr?

i need to get well in order to go shopping with gwen on Monday..

shopping is like so important currently you know. i need to get new shoes.

which i just bought a few bras and 2 bags online. zz

you can imagine and see that the bad economy isnt affecting me.

the people should thank me for still shopping-ing. LOL

GET WELL SOON!! (to myself)

had been a busy week for me.

the sudden rushing of projects and completion of presentation slides.
teachers wants it fast. its killing us.
but lucky we decide to start early.
until yesterday, had a relaxing shopping day with bi.
he sure bought more then me. LOL.
quarelled as soon as we reach our destination.
but fine after awhile. tiring day indeed.
chatted with bi and his mum awhile. then head off to bed.

a few more days later, im ending my attachment. :)
means a long holiday for me for the time being.
seriously i need to relax and chill awhile.
then april officially start work. its earning money time.
rainy seasons this time. good to sleep in.
and im missing my darling bi. but im going to sleep soon.

nights. love.