at times..
i know i don't feel the same.

at times..
i know i felt slightly lonely.

at times..
i know i am some sort of crazy.

but most of the times..
i know im yearning for you.

i don't feel good about anything.
words said, but no prove of it.
re-called everything & question myself.
but i found no answers to the questions i want.

but for everything done,
you will always be my baby.

the moment i arrived at baby place,
his TOPMAN top i placed it on the table. =)
i hope he likes it. lovelove.
Jac will know how long i spend in TOPMAN just to choose an item for him. LOL
anyway.. when he came back, he bought Mac for our dinner.
then.. here goes.. the kiss he gave was long enough to pull my hand over,
to touch something hard, long & square-ish box. (where all of you thinking to huh..?)LOL
my surprise present of the day..

THE NEW RED IPOD !!!!!!!! he promised to buy me one. and he really did.
so here i am. show off my new ipod. hehe.
ohh yah. got my name, Jessica, carve on the back too. =) cool hor?
what am i gonna do with the old one, i dont know yet.
anyone wanna buy my old pink ipod? haha.

anyway, thanks a million to MrSweetBF. ♥♥ =)

have already made an appt to do a touch up for my tattoo on tuesday.
here comes the pain again. Jac Jac is going with me. hahaha.
thats it. im off to eat my Pasta Mania Delivery . =)

sometimes you are one mysterious person.
non-describable.

and yea. i made payment for 2 online sprees. thanks to baby for that payment.
its the shopping money. buy & buy & buy. LOL. at home also spend money. tsktsk.

bought a dress & a romper shorts.

presenting the dress (credits to dressabelle) :



and presenting the starry romper shorts :



for goodness sake. its not for cooking. J.R says it looks like a kitchen apron.
ass right? he dont appreciate one lor. its kawaii one okie. =)

im gonna go prepare soon. going out shopping ler. YEAH!!
will update when im back. loveeee shoppingggg.

UPDATES:
shopping at vivo city then to bugis.
well. the shopping was super uber great. =) alot of fun craps.
so do let the pictures do the talking.
neoprints taken too. very long never take already. haha.
one sentence to describe our outing.. its super crazy & fun.
the both of us are crazy. we laughed non-stop. =)
bought quite some stuffs & a top at TOPMAN for baby.

the neoprints ( top ones are the most loved by me)

the nail glues & a set of pre-made nail art nails


fake nails & the bling bling deco's


orange thing is for shoe cabinet to prevent smell & my new slippers =)


baby gift:

for J.R, with loves.

and i received saying my starry romper is OUT OF STOCK!!! sob.
i like that romper alot leh. hai. continue online shopping!! =)

these days, i start to love the "baobao" hair.
keep tying that out. haha. =P

to end the post..



i know all of you love me. LOL. byebye.

met up with ling just now. went body shop bought my scrub gloves. =)
baby is in for the fun of body scrubing. LOL.
but i bought the purple one. cus i didnt see the white one.
and to collect my free stuff too.

met ling for pasta mania. i definitely ate till im full.
chocolate mousse have always been the favourite dessert there. YUMMY!!
bought new heels & a new bottle of base coat. =)

tomorrow will be shopping day for me & jacqueline. haha.
new neoprints & many bling bling stuffs. not to forget false nails. =)
pictures pictures will be up. =) lovelove.
im off to watch the Emmy Awards.
miss my baby too. he should be back on friday night.
awaiting for him to come back. loveeee. ♥♥♥

just got back from movie with baby.

movie of the day:

the movie is nice. but with really super gross scenes.
i got my face covered behind baby's shoulder several times. haha.
in the end, we never go shopping. haha. make it tomorrow perhaps.
both were too lazy i suppose. tomorrow need to get up real early.
to company that pig of mine to take mc den off to shopping. =)
hopfully he gets the mc. he's happily dota-ing now.
and he just complained that, "40mins ago, i ask you to cook noodles for me."
complain king. ass him. whenever he is dota-ing, he will goes.. "baby here.. baby there.."
LOL. but still im willing to do all this stupid things for him.
sweet gf is like that one. JUST JOKING LAH. LOL.

im gone. but before that, i found this "pervertic joke" from someone's blog.
here's to share with all of you. its super hilarious!! laughhhh..

Q: What is the closest thing similar to a woman's period?

A: Your salary, it comes once a month lasts about 5-7 days and if it doesn't come means you are in big trouble.

Q: What three things are common between the sun and woman's underwear?

A: Both are hot, both look better while going down and both disappear at night.

Q: Why do men ask for a woman's hand in marriage?

A: Because they are tired of using their own.

Q: What's common between men and video?

A: Both go backward... forward... backward... forward... backward.... forward... stop and eject.

Q: What goes in dry, comes out wet, and gives warm satisfaction?

A: A teabag.

Q: What is the similarity between men and rats?

A: Both keep searching for new HOLES.

Doctor: You look so weak & exhausted. Are you having 3 meals a day as I have advised?

Lady: Doctor, I thought you had said 3 males a day.

Q: Girl friend & boy friend go for a movie. In the dark, a mosquito enters the girl's skirt. Guess where it would have bitten?

A: The boy's hand.

finally.. after endless of waiting.. MY SCHOOL HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!! wohooooooo!!! =) holiday mood. holiday mood. LOL. super delighted.
looks like i will have more shopping kakis for this holidays.

XUELI!! I TELL YOU.. YOU BETTER MEET ME UP DURING THIS HOLIDAY.
you owe me a shopping trip. together go find a job k? hahaha. ♥♥

and its time to look for a part time too. anyone got lobang to give me, this cute girl a job? LOL. if have please drop a note for me to look out at my tag board. =) many thanks.
i will keep a look out too. haha. cannot everything also want baby to pay.
not good lah. haha. im a very down-to-earth girl okie. =)
school project half done. still got another one to go.
wait for my dear ili to come back from her vietnam trip first.

need to go back school during the 2nd week of holidays also.
to be the model for the World Skill Girls,their competition. haha.
school has been great & fun these days. not only malay friends.
i manage to click together with their topics again.

michelle. remb hor. you bored can ask me out. =)
im free, i will get out of home to keep you company. touched right? =P
Janice, im waiting for your confirmation date to go out too. =)

and baby/MrSweetBF.. im awaiting for your next bookout too. haha.
with you around seems to be sweeter each day.
i make sure, this relationship will be a unforgettable & memorable one for you.
this will be a very different one from your past loves.
make it "Our Unique & Sweet Journey". k? i love you baby. ♥♥

im off to company that Sweet Boy of mine soon. =)
if no cramps comes in my way tomorrow, it will be shopping day for me & baby.
double double yeahs !!!

by the way.. i want this new iPod Nano. its the same kind like my current one.
but, with a more digitalized longer screen. works somewhat like SE W910i function.
shake to change song & can tilt when watching video. =) nice.
baby is buying for me. i nearly get it today for a surprise present.
but, no stock. and i asked whom he called. extra lah me. haha.
but he is still buying for me. many thanks to sweet baby.
still thinking which color i should get. Pink, like my current one?
or red, a more fresher new color?

so which one?

im off to eat my moo moo ice cream. =) byebye.

its going to be near school holidays in a 3 more days.
no lessons going on for today & tmr.
but, one more last lesson of BDM on friday.
and thats it. SPELL H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S WITH ME !!!!
3weeks of enjoyment.


kill this every month "red lights". gave me bad cramps.
bad headaches & moodswings.


anyway. baby going back camp soon. after days of MC's.
sore eyes. poor thing. wonder will he be back for the appt on friday at CGH anot.
but, still, i get to see him on saturday. =)
and it will be shopping day for us. =)
baby is the best yeah? hahaha.
he gave me alot of money for my shopping. =)
ohh yah. that day, pretty baby gave me flowers & bought me a Marie Cat for our 3rd month.
he says: "every month, i will receive flowers with extra one stalk included in the flowers."
so this month, i receive 3 roses. next month, 4. =) sweet right? im definitely a happy girl.


SEPT schedule:
1. shopping with baby this coming week.
2. programmes not confirmed yet.
OCT schedule:
1. 6th-11th :helping out in school.(got pay of cause!!)
2. 6th : Class Chalet BBQ

Official "Open" Blog

Yes. this is the official day that i finally have time to do all the settings.
my previous LiveJournal blog is still there.
but, like i told those people that have my LJ link, its private.
so only certain people will be able to find it.
but this blog will be officially a OPEN one. =)