im getting really excited now.
at the same time feeling abit of afraid.
i bet my dear eli is feeling the same as me too.
counting down 7 more days..
and we are starting our attachment at EssenceVale on the 5th.
breathe in.. and out..
still very nervous. OMG!!
every now and then, i keep having the urge to look at calendars.
its such a bad habit. *slap myself*
im off to shower & return dvds. bye.


tagboard reply from Jessica to passerby:
because on his bday that day was spent in camp.
and earlier on he celebrated with his family.
why are you so concerned abt it? :D

A belated Merry Christmas to all.

Christmas eve was one happy occasion for me.
early morning woke up get prepared and off to NaiNai's place.
after that, within minutes.
took off to pick Ling Kuku aka "Mummy".
shifted off to Orchard to buy Choc fondue set.
Bro & sis went to pick up cake, Ling kuku pick up Ham.
back to nainai place. settled down awhile and started cooking.
Cai cooked mashed potato, Jie did up the mushroom soup.
Ling kuku do the salad.
5plus, headed to pick up the sushi daddy ordered with Nainai.
real busy!! reached home soon enough able to start eating.

and the rest let the pictures talk then.



i only have these pictures currently. the rest with others.
christmas was equally fun too.
went out with dear baby & his friends to catch movie, IP Man.



and there the mad boy(baby) goes again.
"im Ye Wen!! call me ye wen"
crazy right? but he's definitely the one whom made me laughed alot.
dinner at HK Xin Wang Cafe. Delicious!
walk around orchard making jokes, talking cock. LOL
slacked awhile, they went for billard sessions.
baby & i went home after that.
showered, watch tv, skin care & mask for both of us.
2am plus 3 , off we went to bed.
ohh, did i mentioned? i deleted friendster.
way too lag & slow. i dont need to know new guys too. right baby?
he deleted his too. LOL
results are out today too.
and i got B's for all grades which is very good.
except for my selling skills & PE. haha.
my GPA points - 2.606
congrats to me. (:

be back fast baby. im waiting for you. tmr morning, rise & shine.
it will be a better day ahead for all of us. (:

tmr will be my sweet baby birthday.
therefore, birthdays wishes are for later (:
the day before yesterday,
went out with baby for movie,
THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL
movie was so so.

due to no longer used to wearing high heels,
baby bought a box of Hansaplast for me.
im so troublesome. LOL
waited for his friends, met up.
and off to drinking.
first time i drank with baby.
feel kinda uncomfortable at first. LOL. zz
his friends all are funny too.
both baby & i got a little tipsy in the end.
cabbed home. both of us feel so crazy at that time.
showered and off to bed.
slept till the next afternoon then wake up. haha

wednesday will be Christmas Eve.
and i'll be off to nai nai house for celebrations. (:
love. christmas food, here i come!! YUM YUM

okie. i know im lazy to post anything.

but here's one finally.
back to darling home again.
and previous few days, was at home slacking the way thru.
yesterday morning, went gym and then swimming to burn fats.
again with my brothers & jiaren.
then back home, bathe changed blabla.. and off to Bugis.
the four of us was feeling so dead tired and still managed to shop.
i bought a new slipper again.
a good news for me, i can wear slippers to attachment!!!
im so freaking happy. LOL!!
because slipper is the best comfy footwear for me.
aches free, blisters free too. (:
and, i straighten my side hair which gives curl problems.
and i dyed my hair too. hahaha. RED is the color. (:
loving it to bits.

heres is one picture to show how much i've changed.
click for a larger picture.


thats how much i've changed. zz

i dont have much to post about.
but currently im busy playing my PSP game.
got addicted to Final Fantasy Dissidia.

A Battle for the Crystals...

A Battle for the Future...

game characters



the game content

currently there is a japanese version one, which im playing.
me & bro is still waiting for the english version one.
so if anyone happens to comes by this with english version let me know.

im gone ~ love.

finally i found myself suffocating.
but still, for the main reason i'll look forward.
cus i know this is a minor one.
i guess its cus i hardly say everything out.
maybe that's the main reason that i'm suffocating.
and yes, i've been thinking too much ):
but still, you're the one i need here.

and i come across a song which suits my current feelings.
which i wanna say, yes i do feel that way.


Have You Ever from Brandy

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day
when they will care

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever?

HAPPY 6TH MONTH BABY LOVE!!



finally baby, half year passed smoothly for us.
not always very smoothly lah.
but still im greatful being with you.
thankyou for tolerating my 'uniquely' temper.
i know its intolerable for you most of the times.
im sorry.
bu im glad you stayed here with me thruout the hardest times.
i know i might be boring for you.
but i do make you laugh to kill boredom.
i know im stupid & clumsy. bear with me love.
i hate your dota, but i love sitting beside you talking nonsense.
i know im silly most of the times.
i do great at sobbing into tears whenever i cant solve our probs.
but you were here for me.
even though most of the times you burst into anger.
i know some stuffs made you lost trust in me.
but you promised to trust me one more time.
and i do promise to cherish those trust.
soon you will be out to sea, throwing me home alone missing you.
go to your ship in peace.
cus i promise you, i'll never betray your love.
i hope after this 6 months, it will still going to go counting on.
never let it stop okie, wobbly stomach? :) ♥♥
lets just go thru thick & thin tog.
got nice or bad things, i'll share it with you.
and so must you.
we promise never to keep anything to ourselves.
lastly, iloveyou baby.

ohh. before i even forget.

which finally i get to update those late pictures.
thank you baby for the early birthday present & beautiful cake.



next, thanks ayu & co for celebrating eli's & my birthday



everything is much appreciated. the best love & fun.
im looking forward to this saturday swimming.
down with a manly voice now. ewww

exams finally over!!!!
counting down 3 more days to half year anniversary with baby.
5 more days to still stay by his side cuddling.

movie of the day:



bolt is super CUTE !!!!!!

SLO paper done on monday.
wasnt so tough. but still some mistakes made.
BDM paper was yesterday.
its very easy lah.
teacher only changed slightly little bit of the qns at revision.
but still, due to being very nervous..
i forgot some of it.
to think its acually a giving-you- full-marks paper.
i've done my best.
today DLT paper. (:
luckily i studied yesterday afternoon.
and the paper today was so freaking easy.
tomorrow will be SES paper.
the one that im worrying about.
i dont know whether i can pass anot.
a just pass for this paper will do.
MCQs should not be a problem.
the main problem will be structured qns. ):
to think nothing goes in my head right now. arghh.

im only 50% smart. thats what i told baby.
im a hungry lady now.
still waiting for that pig baby to be back.

Schedule Plan

- friday working in school
-saturday swimming & fun at jurong
-coming half year with baby this sunday, finally :D
-the rest of the days are for baby before he's gone(endurance for both of us)
HOLIDAYS fun time
-sentosa trip anytime soon in DEC with the girls
-24th dec Christmas party with family

i've got a long list to list it out.
sad case is CNY i cant celebrate due to attachment. ):
but, its okie lah.
my brothers help me collect $$. hehe.
im off to meet that pig head.
wish me lucks for studying & tmr last paper.

will be staying thru-out with dear boyfriend this few weeks.
he will be posting out to ship during this coming 9th dec. UPSET!!
2-3 weeks of not able to book out.
its even more terrible.
but we promise each other,
endure for 2 months and done. (:


exams are here.
1-4 dec of stressing over all my module books.
and then its ...
fun, work, play time.
holidays and attachment soon.
wish all the beauty girls the best.


ohh, btw ..
thanks to ayu & co for the birthday celebration.
its my ever first time being thrown into the sea !!
but still, thanks girls.