one project finally completed. =) left with some little printings only.
and we are done. another project is near to completion but need some editing.
after that, projects complete, means its exams period soon.
next week my turn for waxing practical test. wish me lucks. =)

and someone complain my blog very sian. cus no pictures.
but when there is alot of pictures, he complains i very zhi lian. ass !!

heres some pictures taken during & after WSS days.

exams & school has been driving me nuts recently. help me please someone.
thought of going on MC tomorrow. but, i dont know.
its not a good time to go on MC. but my head seems to be kinda spinning.
tmr morning then see how. hahaa. hopefully i go to school.
and i regret not going for supper with Leo & his gf.
cus im currently hungry. nevermind. tmr morning wake up eat cereal. hehe.
im off from blog. gone~

catch The Coffin last night. definitely a crappy show.

although there are some parts where i got shocked. but still crappy.

dont go watch. waste money.

after movie, headed to Xin Wang HK cafe for dinner.

after dinner the both of us stroll down to Pasir Ris Park for a walk.

we had fun running out of dark places like crazy couple. right baby?

then, walked a distance off and sat down at the sands where we start talking.

a heart to heart talk. there's alot to say. which brings tears & heartaches.

but at least everything is said and had already understand the feelings for this past 4 months.

i guess we need more of this heart to heart talk.

like once every month. LOL.

and last but not least, baby i love you. and i'll always do.

anyway, some stupid pig place his ipod in the pocket & forgot to take it out.

off it goes in the washing machine for 2hours plus spinning with water in it.

hahaha. poor thing lah you baby. Oopps. i named him.

i buy you one k? since you so good to me, buy me new ipod & wanna buy me a new phone too.

love k? sayang you.

im off to watch shows. lalala~

and im very stressed up i know.

projects is still coming its way in.

some people are still like that when they know datelines are coming near.

woke up and i ate 2 egg pratas today.

which reminds me of a friend. curry+sugar = yummy tastylicious

im quite addicted to it. LOL

waiting for baby to wake up from his sleep.

poor little thing. he has got duty later again at 12am again.

he just called me and complain. ahahahahahaha.

and that stupid guy snore so loudly he cant go back to sleep. LOL

will see him soon tmr morning. then, its going out to enjoy.

monday is a holiday. but doesnt mean im having mine too.

its still projects, projects and more projects..

time to relax my mind for awhile. LOL

online shop a little. and so many stuffs caught my eye.

im still thinking want to go look for a job anot.

attachments should be around the corner already lor. bored.

im going back to my online shop. lalalala~

im so stressed up!!!

projects, scripts, datelines.

OMG, OMG !!

pheww. am thinking whether to wake up at 6am or not tmr.
but think think, cannot. first lesson, BDM. zzz
im seriously tired lor. can die leh. =(
today stayed back in school do project with my group till 4pm plus like that.
den headed back to woodlands with eli. tired lor.
we head to samsung. look see at the phone i wanna buy.
decided to buy it. hahaa. the color not all that ugly after all. =)
im going to thank baby a millions. haha. but i got share $50voucher & $75 hor!!
baby you dont action hor. think you come out alot money.
i got my share & voucher one okie!! =p

den head to popular with that housefly/eli to buy printing paper for project.
decided to go macdonalds and do more of the project.
so it wont be so rush for us. the both of us are super funny ok.
we aim for the cushion seats. den change here and there. LOL
ppl will think we are crazy one lor. hahaaha. dinner settled at mac.
den start looking thru the project scripts. OMFG its so.. dont want say.
re-write again & start thinking with our creative minds.
alot craps came up. but, of cus got serious work typed down too. =)
till 10plus we finally finish the scripts. zz.
now the both of us seriously need a massage.
back pain, stomach menses cramps & shoulder aches.
all that laptop fault. so heavy sia. LOL

im going off to bed ler lah. cant take it anymore. nights nights.

until finally, we settled everything.
wanting to start all over again. its abit hard. but i'll keep trying.
cus i know i want you here by my side.
let's put all the unhappiness behind us & lead a new chapter k?
at least i know, you're the reason that made eli saw me throw my phone on the floor.
because i wanted to solve the problem.
but end up, i keep saying the wrong words.
im not very good putting words tog to save myself from trouble most of the times.
thats why it made you lose temper with blood boiling up yr brains.
im sorry sweetheart baby. ♥♥

for you, i love you still.

for this time, i know i did wrong. im sorry.
i cried hard. you saw it.
but you cried thrice, it tears me apart to see it.

for the doings, im sorry.
please stay will you? i know i want to.
till finally i realise these tears meant so much.
so much that i know, i dont wanna lose you anymore.
just you. stay will you?
i promise i never do it anymore.

the moment when i packed up, you're still sitting there,
and at that point of time,
that moment you asked me leave,
im totally shattered.
i lose control. you saw it too.
yet you smile & acted calmly like you think you should.
you're still clicking away, like nothing happened.
and when i pull the chair aside,
i know i wanna make you stay.
i hugged you tightly then i broke down into tears.
i cried so long. and i heard you crying too. that was the first time i hear you cry.
im sorry for the tears shed. i never wanted it this way.
i know its hard for you to trust again.
the chance that you given, i'll keep it safely.
never to lose it again.
now i have to start all over again.
and i promise, the outcome, it will be worth the wait.
dont treat me like a stranger. i need your shoulder.
you said you gonna company me to somewhere quiet.
i'll wait for the weekend.
till today morning, my tears are still shedding.
now my eyes swollen like goldfish.
my head hurts, and im running a slight fever.
yet i didnt tell you. afraid you will be worried.
but if you come in & read here, i know i will get a scolding from you.
for many words still left unsaid, please refer to our book k?

fat boy.. i want you, & need you here by my side.

since days i last posted. firstly, too lazy.
secondly, too tired. lastly, i dont feel like blogging. LOL

its just a remark la.

anyway, its back to school days. projects piling up, revisions coming in.
worse is, exams all coming at one time. hai.
wish me luck then. im graduating soon after december exams.
then, will be my 3months of attachment.
i scared go out ppl will bully me lor. but i doubt lah.
im so cute right? will be loved. LOL. must look at the better side.
anyway, this week no lessons. but its $$ time.
working in school help preparing for the competition stuffs tmr till saturday.
im so tired lor. i can sleep the whole day i think. LOL

*for this part, it has been removed.*

time for me to go shower & off to bed. im dead shag. tatas.

working in school was super fun.
today was quite alone. many people didnt come.
but times passes smoothly for me.
today became the model for the World Skills Girls for their Glamour Make Up Practice.
im gonna be the model for their finals too.
hope the lot that i choose can be her again.
she do me up prettily man. haha. i like it.
but baby dont appreciate it. he says im like being boxed. Zz.

pretty?

i slept thru the whole evening till now then wake up. baby woked up earlier then me.
looks like im really dead tired. woked up real early this few days.
Monday is the end of my holidays also my starting day of school. SIAN~
im dying to look for a part time job lor. i need a job. i need $$. intro anyone?

back to last few days. after gym session, at night, i met up with lingling for dinner.
yes. its double times dinner. walked about at causeway point.
then head back home. while walking under my block, nearly reaching home..
saw this guy following behind me, which he suddenly stopped me.
he looks somewhat of messy & dirty & abit of 'gong' look.
the first thing he opened his mouth is, "can you talk to me? i need someone to talk to."
i was like, shocked. he keeps asking me to be his friend.
i say no. he keep insisting that i talk to him. he simply wont let me go back home. =(
even after i said that i am busy. need to rush back.
i walked one step, he follow one step. in order not to let him follow me home, i talked to him.
asking him to faster say what he want. then, he told me about his family problems.
wanting my help. which i dont think i can give any advice to him.
and here comes the exciting part.
he says he wanna change sex to a girl body. asking me is it able to?
i say yes its able to. but, will be exp for the surgery.
and he asked do i know why he wanna be a girl.
*the below stated content written is a little pervert*
he touched his cock, & say.. "because i dont want a guy's ku ku bird."
i was like, "HUH..!!??" and while still touching his cock, he repeated again.
he says " i wanna be like a girl, bottom flat flat one."
i was like, WTF !!
and he said while looking at my boobs,
" i wanna have big breasts like girls, like you like that."
i was thinking deep down, "OMFG you are one damn fucking smelly pervert asshole."
this time round, he comes near to me even still.
im already shivering all over & near to bursting into tears at that time. sobsob.
i told him to wait. i need to make a urgent call first.
and moved away abit, he still steps forward, and call for help.
and slowly i moved towards the basketball court, hanging the call & looking for help.
those malay guys playing soccer used to disturb me.
and while crying, i told them everything, asking one of them to company me to the lift.
as the guy they seen following me is harassing me not wanting to let me go home.
so 2 of the guys companied me, the rest go check that he is not following us.
crying & still shivering, they companied me back home. i did thanked them too.
was being consoled by my brother, shijie asking me not to cry after i relate the story to him.
shicai bro & amelia was laughing all the way. so bad of them.
that was one bad experience. =(
*thanks to all that consoled me. appreciate that alot. thankyou.

im going off. byebye.

Gym sessions for today morning.
waking up early is tired. but exercising to lose fats is even great.
packed up all stuffs and set out. =)

went in, alot big muscles guys ar..
but im too shy to look at any of them. LOL
to put it easier, im the smallest person inside. Paiseh okay. Laugh~
the most that i done, is running for 20mins. tired leh.
got a blister on my left feet too. OUCH!! it hurts.
not to mention i sweat super alot too. LOL.

after that, went swimming next.
didnt really swim. but sit inside the water & relax talk talk too lor.
short day today. but dead tired lor. =P
should go to bed soon i guess. LOL. pictures will be up.

gym & swimming

bro weight gaining drink

which HP strap nicer? flower or Smiley? comment please.

pictures from yesterday on the way to hospital:

the dress from dressabelle. which ways of wearing nicer? do comment.

im off. byebye.

for everything, thankyou.

and the last, you're the best.

i know.. and i always do.

there is a class chalet upcoming.

im going there later on.

enjoy all the fun i can later.

and enjoy to the max.

i hope many pictures will be on the way.

will be back to blog about what it is all happening there.

so do tune in later on.

by the way, instead of high street 5,

i switched back to audition.

its more user friendly & better.

so do tell me, if anyone's playing audition. love.

im back finally. =)

bad news is, dad got hospitalised yesterday.

i did visit him after my chalet.

poor thing daddy.

will be visiting him again later on too.

the chalet was fun.

let the pictures talk then..

there are even more pictures.
but not in my camera.
will try & get it from them. =)

07 October 2008
firstly, i wanna wish baby..
HAPPY 4TH MONTH BABY.

my dress from dressabelle has arrived.
its pretty of cus.
visited daddy today.
he had a blockage in the heart.
got a long chat with both my bros during lunch.
its a secret.
thats what i know.
met up with Bro friend.
psst* its a girl. haha.
spell A-M-E-L-I-A with me.
LOL. she is cute lah.
bought another pair of FBT shorts today.
visited ah ma too.
and den causeway point to help bro sign the GNC thing.
soon after,
HOME SWEET HOME.

im tired lah. will sleep soon.
tomorrow, its Gym sessions & Swimming sessions.
going with bro friends & that cute girl. haha.
i wanna buy the Gucci HP long Strap.
but currently, i will buy one plain long one for standby. =P

byebye. love.

have been working in school for the past 2days.
doing housekeeping work. im the Laundry Girl..!! LOL
school working has been real fun. many jokes. many laughters too.
not to forget, im earning my own pocket money too. haha.
and when i have $$.., its time to hear it goes.. KA-CHING!! again. LOL

last night after work, caught a movie with Baby & his parents tgther. =)

Movie Of The Day:

the movie was not too bad. but its more of touching for me.
the love.. & the hate..

and then, today went baby ah ma house to celebrate her birthday.
and yes, there is card games. didnt wanna play at first.
but, baby say im not sporting enough. sadded.
because the tone & the attitude he gave was abit too over.
I DONT LIKE IT !!! =) and thanks to baby mum. she gave us $10 each to play.
hahahha. lovelove. he told me, his aunt they all seems to like me alot. LOL
baby.. yr aunt ask you to 不要花心!! LOL
won slightly little bit only lah. and den back to home sweet home.

im off to sleep soon lah. tired. created highstreet5 in baby's comp. =)
if anyone's playing, do tell me k? company me play too. hahahaa.
im gone.. nights. many many love.

and i went touching up for tattoo yesterday.
the pain was unbearable. and i still thought touching up might not be so pain.
but still.. i bear all the way till the process ends.
i hope wont swell till like last time. LOL

anyway, was suppose to head to baby's place last night.
but raining heavily & im so tired.
so decided to arrive in the morning when he book out instead. =)
and yes, this morning i cabbed down to his place..
but i got some difficulties walking stairs since yesterday.
and so.. i slipped & fell while walking stairs to reach his place.
i lift my leg, wanted to carefully put down my tattooed feet,
and i slipped & fell all the way till the end. funny right?
but i hurt my butt & hand. and my back & left hand hurts now.
im still able to carry things. but, will tremble if carry too heavy stuffs. haha.
im totally like ah ma now lor. here pain there pain. LOL
hack care lah. plus i get my damn urine infection again.
the tablet doctor gave is still okay. but the drink that she gave.
OMG.. its so disgusting. i hope it all gets better fast. =)
i only know im walking like J.R lah.
i always laugh at him walking down the stairs with difficulty.
now my turn.. so lesson learnt, never laugh at others.. its bad for you. LOL


anyway. i decided to download games play since he's so addicted to dota.
trying High Street5 for a start. but if not nice,
den i download Audition again lor.
to kill time, i got no choice but to play back that stupid game. haha.
if not i will be forever sticking to online shopping.
i will go bankrupt soon one leh. LOL

sometimes.. i dont know why you want to do that for.
i felt so worse lah. very very worse.
but..
with many loves, i do keep smiling.