another 25 more days to BKK trip with dear Eunice!!! Yeah!! (:

cant wait to fly there.

been cooping up at home for so long.

i feel like a rotten apple soon. haha.

but starting work tomorrow.

im more then excited to start my new job. (:

good luck and work hard J.bibi ~

sometimes.. i do wonder about how to go about and compare.

and finally i found a fruit which i can compare to.

at first, you're a fresh pinky red juicy apple.

the ones that everyone feel tempted to eat you up.

when times slowly goes by,

you turned into a soon rotten apple which lack of fresh color and no longer juicy.

which is being thrown away to aside and died of loneliness.

somehow i felt its a thought comparing my r/s to this apple.

i felt that im being thrown aside.

dont kissed as much, dont held hands even when we're out.

dont even mention making out.

i somehow felt like a rotten apple which is bored of looking at.

and someday i'll just die of loneliness. LOL (just joking abt this)

i only felt a one year r/s can brings out a totally not fresh lives of us.

and im beginning to start thinking..

its only the first year for god sake.

how are we going to go through to the next many years thats coming by?

i dont even wanna think abt "our" marriage anymore, let alone talk abt it.

somehow.. its just not right at all. or maybe i say i dont feel right afterall.

has the feelings tone down? or has the freshness of the r/s being washed down the drain?

i've tried so hard to come to this stage.

and all i've got is this outcome when i've finally reached this stage.

i do really wonder is it worth coming this far?

what am i trying so hard for?

i do think when i've finally felt the coldness there.

i thought i could do something different to make the attention turned to me.

but it just seems like.. i have to entertain myself for all the while?

i no longer understand how it works or how it should goes like.

it just felt so tasteless already.

thinking of all this makes me headache ah.

got to go collect my work bottoms from the tailor later.

and maybe meeting feng out for a talk.

im already suffocating.

being neglecting my blog for some time already.

firstly, i found a job. YEAH!!

secondly, i got in for the job. DOUBLE YEAHS!!

and im going for training today. feeling very excited.

provided the anuties outside very noisy. esp the eat microphone one.

and so i woke up early.
Good Luck to me later..

19th Sept

celebrated weifeng 20th bday that day.

a present from Queens Couture by Eunice, BinWei, Waichun, Zoey & me.

our dear eunice got bird shit bad luck that day. LOL.

and we headed to Turf City for Steamboat.

we ate super alot. esp prawns. LOL

think about it now, i feel like vomitting. hahahaha.

after this, headed to car wash then to Damp to hang out.

chatted and catch up the old times.

theres laughter, shy-ness too. (:

but it was nice catching up.. miss those days.

the next is K singing. Yeah.. (:

22 Sept

catch up with Liu Jing & Hai Xia for some work search.

headed to town to look for Tracy.

and i bought a pair of heels for my work too.

from what i've checked, i have alot colored heels, but no black ones.

and black ones are usually sandals. zzz

had dinner tog after her work off.

looks like she's happy there. (:

we could always catch up during lunch. hehehe.

and im off to do my stuffs before preparing for training. tatas~

And i've quitted my job two days back.

crap place. NB!! work 11am-11pm. KILL people ah?

now at home shake leg for the time being.

relax awhile while sending resumes. (:

Shopping at Town with Tracy darling today.

my camera's dead before i went out.

and i cant find my charger. WTH!!

she said she got pimple too. very big. LOL.

meeting up at far east to fill up my timesheet.

waiting to get my money.

Head to Paragon to dine in at Sushi Tei. (:

Her treat for the day. Next time mine.

shopped for her baby clothes. baby clothes are so cute.

its so tempting that i feel like buying for little Zel.

Tracy bought super lots of stuffs for the day.

baby clothes, skincare from Laneige, shoes from Nine West, Chocs from Royce.

her paper bag even tore. so funny lor.

i bought Vivi Magazine, Chocs from Royce, 2 Tops from Mango.

and those heels killed me at the end of day.

but, im happy for the day with her & the stuffs i've got. (:

meet up soon darling ~~

its time to go home to shift even more of my stuffs back tomorrow.

i miss daddy. i must give him a treat since im so free these days.

and of cus, to meet up with my grandma, bro and sis to recontract lines.

Wednesday meet up Baby sis & little Zel.

Breakfast & company her for the day. So wont be so bored. (:

im off to surfing net now.. GoodNight and Bye.

i have been so lazy to blog these days.
anyway.. here i am, updating past few days outings.

recently:

1.caught Final Destination 4 with tracy darling, her hubby and her friends.
it was a crap show. as always, its predictable.

2.Dine in with AhKun & Eric at HK cafe for dinner/supper.

3.Crappy days at work as usual.

4.Bad stomach cramps caught with me a day ago at work till now. SUCKS!

Today Outing:

finally caught up with my dear cousin, Jason for lunch.
i told him about ah ma and he had tears in his eyes in Swensens!!! OMG.
but i nearly cried myself too. guess the both of us should go pay her a visit soon.
we chatted real lots. the feeling is so good catching up with a relative.
bought a dress too. hehehe.
he's gonna be my shopping partner the next time round too.
adding into my shopping mates list. (:at 5 plus, we parted our ways.
i head to Orchard Central to look for Tracy darling.
Bought her LongJohn for dinner. Helped her iron abit of clothes.
then that DAJIE come. damn it. and she stayed the whole day!!
so i called up BinWei for a movie. since he's bored too. LOL.
while waiting, its shopping trips for me again.
i bought sleepwear and 2pairs of underwear. LOL.
walking the whole level of Orchard Central. its so boring!!!!
so big yet nothing. lucky BinWei came fast.
So caught Blood Ties today.
another crappy show. not very nice. not very scary too. zz

photos of the day:

Cousin Jason and i (:


my shopping treats:



good nights!!