09 October 2009

it has ended. and i wished him all the best for his future.

Be more sensible for the next one.
give her the best. treasure her more.
dont take things for granted anymore.
never raised your hand to the next her too. ever.
give your best shot to keep the next her with you.
but you must remb never to make rush decision again.
becus you never know if she will come back again or not.
you understand?
i may never be back again.
but i'll remb the happiest times you gave.
forget the bad ones, remb the best ones. (:
i loved you once, and i did it many times.
but now, its time to stop.
so now, im healing myself.
healing that little shadow hiding behind my heart.
please do take care and move on for my sake.
take plenty of rest, prepare plenty of energy for your trip.
and if there is always a problem,
i'll try to still be there for you, if you ever need me, someday..
please be strong, dear "C.W"

words spread fast and yes, im all alone again.
thank you friends for caring.
i know i act like im strong but yet you all see that im actually weak.
tears are shedding, and its still shedding now.
but people, im really fine.
just dont remind me anymore. thanks (:

silent nights kills me.
flashbacks are really hurtful too.

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