another 25 more days to BKK trip with dear Eunice!!! Yeah!! (:

cant wait to fly there.

been cooping up at home for so long.

i feel like a rotten apple soon. haha.

but starting work tomorrow.

im more then excited to start my new job. (:

good luck and work hard J.bibi ~

sometimes.. i do wonder about how to go about and compare.

and finally i found a fruit which i can compare to.

at first, you're a fresh pinky red juicy apple.

the ones that everyone feel tempted to eat you up.

when times slowly goes by,

you turned into a soon rotten apple which lack of fresh color and no longer juicy.

which is being thrown away to aside and died of loneliness.

somehow i felt its a thought comparing my r/s to this apple.

i felt that im being thrown aside.

dont kissed as much, dont held hands even when we're out.

dont even mention making out.

i somehow felt like a rotten apple which is bored of looking at.

and someday i'll just die of loneliness. LOL (just joking abt this)

i only felt a one year r/s can brings out a totally not fresh lives of us.

and im beginning to start thinking..

its only the first year for god sake.

how are we going to go through to the next many years thats coming by?

i dont even wanna think abt "our" marriage anymore, let alone talk abt it.

somehow.. its just not right at all. or maybe i say i dont feel right afterall.

has the feelings tone down? or has the freshness of the r/s being washed down the drain?

i've tried so hard to come to this stage.

and all i've got is this outcome when i've finally reached this stage.

i do really wonder is it worth coming this far?

what am i trying so hard for?

i do think when i've finally felt the coldness there.

i thought i could do something different to make the attention turned to me.

but it just seems like.. i have to entertain myself for all the while?

i no longer understand how it works or how it should goes like.

it just felt so tasteless already.

thinking of all this makes me headache ah.

got to go collect my work bottoms from the tailor later.

and maybe meeting feng out for a talk.

im already suffocating.

being neglecting my blog for some time already.

firstly, i found a job. YEAH!!

secondly, i got in for the job. DOUBLE YEAHS!!

and im going for training today. feeling very excited.

provided the anuties outside very noisy. esp the eat microphone one.

and so i woke up early.
Good Luck to me later..

19th Sept

celebrated weifeng 20th bday that day.

a present from Queens Couture by Eunice, BinWei, Waichun, Zoey & me.

our dear eunice got bird shit bad luck that day. LOL.

and we headed to Turf City for Steamboat.

we ate super alot. esp prawns. LOL

think about it now, i feel like vomitting. hahahaha.

after this, headed to car wash then to Damp to hang out.

chatted and catch up the old times.

theres laughter, shy-ness too. (:

but it was nice catching up.. miss those days.

the next is K singing. Yeah.. (:

22 Sept

catch up with Liu Jing & Hai Xia for some work search.

headed to town to look for Tracy.

and i bought a pair of heels for my work too.

from what i've checked, i have alot colored heels, but no black ones.

and black ones are usually sandals. zzz

had dinner tog after her work off.

looks like she's happy there. (:

we could always catch up during lunch. hehehe.

and im off to do my stuffs before preparing for training. tatas~

And i've quitted my job two days back.

crap place. NB!! work 11am-11pm. KILL people ah?

now at home shake leg for the time being.

relax awhile while sending resumes. (:

Shopping at Town with Tracy darling today.

my camera's dead before i went out.

and i cant find my charger. WTH!!

she said she got pimple too. very big. LOL.

meeting up at far east to fill up my timesheet.

waiting to get my money.

Head to Paragon to dine in at Sushi Tei. (:

Her treat for the day. Next time mine.

shopped for her baby clothes. baby clothes are so cute.

its so tempting that i feel like buying for little Zel.

Tracy bought super lots of stuffs for the day.

baby clothes, skincare from Laneige, shoes from Nine West, Chocs from Royce.

her paper bag even tore. so funny lor.

i bought Vivi Magazine, Chocs from Royce, 2 Tops from Mango.

and those heels killed me at the end of day.

but, im happy for the day with her & the stuffs i've got. (:

meet up soon darling ~~

its time to go home to shift even more of my stuffs back tomorrow.

i miss daddy. i must give him a treat since im so free these days.

and of cus, to meet up with my grandma, bro and sis to recontract lines.

Wednesday meet up Baby sis & little Zel.

Breakfast & company her for the day. So wont be so bored. (:

im off to surfing net now.. GoodNight and Bye.

i have been so lazy to blog these days.
anyway.. here i am, updating past few days outings.

recently:

1.caught Final Destination 4 with tracy darling, her hubby and her friends.
it was a crap show. as always, its predictable.

2.Dine in with AhKun & Eric at HK cafe for dinner/supper.

3.Crappy days at work as usual.

4.Bad stomach cramps caught with me a day ago at work till now. SUCKS!

Today Outing:

finally caught up with my dear cousin, Jason for lunch.
i told him about ah ma and he had tears in his eyes in Swensens!!! OMG.
but i nearly cried myself too. guess the both of us should go pay her a visit soon.
we chatted real lots. the feeling is so good catching up with a relative.
bought a dress too. hehehe.
he's gonna be my shopping partner the next time round too.
adding into my shopping mates list. (:at 5 plus, we parted our ways.
i head to Orchard Central to look for Tracy darling.
Bought her LongJohn for dinner. Helped her iron abit of clothes.
then that DAJIE come. damn it. and she stayed the whole day!!
so i called up BinWei for a movie. since he's bored too. LOL.
while waiting, its shopping trips for me again.
i bought sleepwear and 2pairs of underwear. LOL.
walking the whole level of Orchard Central. its so boring!!!!
so big yet nothing. lucky BinWei came fast.
So caught Blood Ties today.
another crappy show. not very nice. not very scary too. zz

photos of the day:

Cousin Jason and i (:


my shopping treats:



good nights!!

Its a tiring monday. as monday will always be blue to me.

Lucky me i've got no work today. rest rest~
and i slept straight for 12hours. good life eh? LOL
super long didnt sleep like that.
darling tracy birthday coming soon. (:
remind myself gotta sleep early before the night we go out.
and meeting my Cousin soon for a meal out. (: i miss him~


Read thru baby Eunice post last night.
It was really touching abt what she said of Sophia and the rest of us.
Best friends are really like diamonds.
looks fragile so you will hold it tight in your hands making sure it dont fall.
again, they are really really precious.
i dont have alot of gfs comparing to the guys,
but i really appreciate everyone of these ppl in my life.
they are always there for me when im down.
though i always tend to keep my own thoughts in mind,
at least i know whom i'll be able to share my down mood with.
they protect me like im a baby to them.
for the girls..
they laugh with me, share stupid thinkings,
drive me back home though they lived faraway,
talked abt the bad guys that intrude into our lives..
share nice shopping treats with me..
talked thru till i reach home after a late movie..
tell me abt bfs whom done me wrong, helped me thru..
i love them. i really do.
for the guys..
they're willing to spend the night talking shits to me,
companying me for late dinner,
send me back home till i reached my doorstep,
pray hard that i got a job soon tog with me,
nagging abt camp stuffs, having fun tog that i'll never forget,
we quarrel becus of a gf, but after time past, we're back tog as one again.
there are some silly stuffs happening, but still..

Best Friends will always be Best Friends.


Eunice, Weifeng, BinWei, Waichun, Wilfred..
from secondary school till now. they are the most precious one.


Xueli, the girl whom grew up with me tog till now.
share with me abt her flings during past.
tells me the bads that's happening.
i still owe her friend a meal. zzz


the new friends made..
tracy, ivy, meixi..
the noisy ones whom keep talking to me nonstop.
making me laugh till ppl outside looked in.
tell me lame jokes, willing to hear abt stuffs i hate abt my bf.


there are many more.
but!! the most precious one are my family.

Daddy is the best one.
he worked hard for us, treats us like a best friend too.
i love him as much though i dont spend much time with him.
my bros never fails to give me a shoulder massage when i need one,
they are annoying at times but they are always my best listening ear.
my sis & nainai is the best gf i had. though we lived far away from one another,
they will always be reminded by me.
Mummy has never been a good mom to us,
but she still goes thru the pain bringing us out here to life.
as for my piggy bf, he has never being the sweetest,
but he's the one that tells me from right to wrong,
give me tears but holds me tight to him again,
we quarrel for the most nonsensical things but he always try to give in.
he never spends much time with me, but im glad i have him with me.
he knows me well from inside out, i can never hide anything from him.
he's that best friend which i love & hate at the same time.

Baby sister, Constance jie, she always hear me talk my shits abt Clement.
she goes thru my pain when im at my lowest till late.
we got a small trip to bring little Zel to. (:

lastly i love everyone. to those that i mention and did not.
imagine how wonderful this world could be..
and i still keep saying it sucks. LOL.
even so, i'll live my life to the fullest. (:

im thinking of opening a blogshop lor.

should i or should i not?

give me comments on whether should i or not? (:

baby is sleeping soundly now.

guess he's really tired.

i think i wanna take a short nap too.

tatas~

Sunday shopping was great with Buddies, Eunice & BW.

and thats how i ended up broke. thanks alot ah!!

but i had alot of great bargains. LOL.

its alittle messy. but i got myself 3 tops, one shorts, one jumper.
not to forget magazine & curling thing from Sasa.
ate in at Bugis too. i nearly left my phone behind. but lucky me.

Home Sweet Home.



today was one bad sales day.
so... i talk alot shits during work with my colleague. hahaha.
its so crazy that i laugh so loud that ppl outside looked in.
anyway, one more day of work and im off again. (:
tmr will be breakfast at keppel bay again before to work. YEAH!!



good nights.

recent programmes ~

- caught Orphan with dear Tracy darling.
it was so exciting and thrilling.

- working all my way for straight 8 days, which is killing enough for me.
and it made me have the feeling of flying.

- in between the 8 days, caught Gi Joe with Tracy darling again.
It's a great show indeed.

- for today programme, gonna meet up Eunice & Bw for another buddy outing.
sadly, weifeng cant come with us.

and!!! im suppose to be able to go to Korea,
but due to covering christmas, my leave isn't approved!!!
im so sad that i cant keep Eunice baby company. =(

and i've waited till 5am in the morning for someone to be back on a friday night,
and now.. idk. i wanna hide in my blanket.
i wished i never waked up again.
and i wished my tears, please dont come rushing out again.
because of boredom, because i wanna prevent quarrels,
i keep having programmes to entertain me.
and yes, he's asking to let go soon.
maybe soon, i might just go single i think.

HAPPY 1st YEAR 2nd MONTH !!!!!!
and it's still going to keep counting on.
i love you, baby ღ

its my off again today. weee. (:
later meeting dear Eunice for my hair extensions & dye.
i love hair treatments. hehe.
had a very bad nightmare this morning.
its so bloody and disgusting.
but i do remb one name in it.
Shawn Koh i think. who the fxxx is that?
anyway, baby sms woke me up.
so its kinda relived.

wonder when's commission coming. im waiting...~
and its shopping time again.
meeting Eunice & Weifeng soon.
bestfriends will always be there. love.

im going back to my dramas again.
see ya peeps~

shopping definitely kills me.
i've bought 2 items from Ageha japanese webby.
its pretty and cute. (:
love it to bits. hehehe.

i love their hair too. awwwww.
anyway there's work tmr. gotta go to bed.
good nights.